Hi everyone, things have gotten really slow in my blog world and that's because things in my real world have gotten hectic. I try to keep this blog light and airy full of fashion and fun. So when fashion is actually the last thing on my mind, it's hard to find the energy to post. I'm going through some personal things, that I honestly never imagined I'd be dealing with in my life. I'm thankful to have a loving family, friends and above all the most amazing man I have ever had the privilege to know by my side. But sometimes even all the love and support, can't make you feel better. When life doesn't go how you thought it would, you begin to doubt and question every decision and choice you've made in the past. I try to live without regret, but at times like this how do I not just question everything?
I'm not giving up on what I want in life, it's not my style. But right now I feel like I am stuck, can't move forward until I feel like me again. I can't fight for what I want again, until I feel like there is fight in me to keep fighting.
I feel broken, I feel lost and I feel like I'm stuck in a bad dream. I know it's not fair to those who love me to watch me fall apart, but right now I don't feel like I have control of it. Things WILL get better, I believe that. I WILL feel better, I know that. But today, I'm just trying to pick up the pieces, put one foot in front of the other and keep moving forward.